wanna hear a joke? i failed my DL test 3 times! bet you cant do that. it takes a ton of skill. ah well summer is going so fast! i cant believe it...but i sooo stoaked for senior year, its all gooooooood. we got back from campamento on friday and it was super great as usual :) sleeping in a car is wayy better than a tent...just saying. and who oesnt absolutely love bugs in everything? yummy. im getting ready for stuco summer camp too thats gonna be way cool! summer is just so fun :) heres to good times ahead...

freakin dps.

ahh well i finally went to take my drivers lisence test! shocker...i know! but i failed. ahaha....cause i wasnt checking my mirrors enough? ok. its all good, at least the paper work is done! and yay! were leaving for camp on monday :)

done.

well. um. junior year is donezo. and i cant believe...actually i dont. and i think being a senior will take a while to sink in too. but im really excited. prayers are answered in the strangest ways but they are answered none the less. no doubt. im really pumped for senior year and for all the changes ahead in my life. change is good...sometimes. Summer 2012. i cant wait for you and i dont have to anymore :)

ah life. sometimes it can really pull you down. but thats what friends are for. so there is this kid who is the nicest thing ever, i totally dont deserve his kindness might i add but he took pitty on me and decided to see if i was ok and it totally turned my day around! it is the greatest feeling ever when someone truly takes time out of their day to see if your hanging in there. thanks you are the best. really. and. truly. <3
then my day got flipped right back upside down but im trying to just keep going. its really hard to get over someone you know? its totally that awkward moment when you have to get over a flipping boy you never even dated but whatevs. actually not whatevs, cause the problem is i really do care. and he doesnt. or at least hes too chicken to act like he does( thats what i like to think but lets get real...) so yeah i care and he doesnt so my heart hurts and i know one day i will definatly look back and get a real nice chuckle at this but as for now. ouch. i should have started this process along time ago but, i kept making excuses for him and trying to rationalize what he did. but now i just need to moveeeee on.....(i hate that phrase{strongly dislike}) ah and you knowthose days when one little thing happens and you cant stop crying cause you have been holding it in too longg.that was today. ah well heres to strength and tommorrows <3

i get the Best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because i know even if it was for a second, that i've crossed your mind.

ah. this soo makes my day. sometimes all i need to know is that for one second throught the day you thought about me. its enough to get me through the day :)