ah life. sometimes it can really pull you down. but thats what friends are for. so there is this kid who is the nicest thing ever, i totally dont deserve his kindness might i add but he took pitty on me and decided to see if i was ok and it totally turned my day around! it is the greatest feeling ever when someone truly takes time out of their day to see if your hanging in there. thanks you are the best. really. and. truly. <3
then my day got flipped right back upside down but im trying to just keep going. its really hard to get over someone you know? its totally that awkward moment when you have to get over a flipping boy you never even dated but whatevs. actually not whatevs, cause the problem is i really do care. and he doesnt. or at least hes too chicken to act like he does( thats what i like to think but lets get real...) so yeah i care and he doesnt so my heart hurts and i know one day i will definatly look back and get a real nice chuckle at this but as for now. ouch. i should have started this process along time ago but, i kept making excuses for him and trying to rationalize what he did. but now i just need to moveeeee on.....(i hate that phrase{strongly dislike}) ah and you knowthose days when one little thing happens and you cant stop crying cause you have been holding it in too longg.that was today. ah well heres to strength and tommorrows <3